Unforgiven

I've never felt,
A feeling like this.
Happy and sad,
Depressed and some Bliss.
Every thing is done,
Every thing is said,
And still my minds filled,
With you in my head.

You make me smile,
But you make me cry.
I want to live forever,
I want to lay down and die

I want to be,
Forever with you,
I want to see,
Anyone but you.

Because of you,
I've curled up inside.
Inside of myself,
Is the place that I hide.

Yet to be to myself,
Is all that I want.
I should be thanking you,
Instead of screaming "fuck!"

Curled up in a ball,
crying on the floor.
Screaming "Oh God!"
Slamming my head in the door.

Remembering the times,
The way that you smile.
When in your arms,
I want to stay there for a while.