Jealousy.

It's not really fair to be jealous of someone you love because of what they have or things they get to do. I know it's not right but sometimes people just can't help but be jealous., always living in the shadow of everyone else. Everyone deserves a right to get their time in the light, yet not everyone gets that right. I have everything I want, it's okay if I share a little right? I don't feel that way though. I don't get the light because I'm in the shadow of my friends. Sure I get things I want but I'm not smart, I can't get into National Junior Honors Society with A's B's and one C but my boy friend can get in with F's and D's? It's not right, also, to top it all off, I never get to spend any time with my boy friend. Teachers, friends, and parents are always doing everything they can to keep me away from him. For example, last weekend I was planning on going to the mall with him and a few friends, we had everything planned out and he just did not show up, it turns out his mom would not let him. Then my teacher does everything she can to keep me as far away from him as possible, and today my best friend is going out to lunch with him while I'm stuck at home doing nothing, it's just not fair!