Meet Virginia

Why do I always feel incomplete when I don't have that some one there with me? I ask a lot of questions in my blog but this is one of those that I really just don't understand. When I am without certain people I feel as if I'll never be happy again unless I am with them. Every night after I see him I wake up feeling incomplete and empty. Is there anyone else who feels the same way I do, anyone out there in the world at all? I wish he could feel the way I feel because, not that I would wish this on anyone, but because it's so great and so bad at the same time. Being with him, it's amazing, I feel so happy and content, but with happiness comes sadness. It's like a hangover, it feels good the night before but the next day you're really paying. It does not make you want to stop drinking it makes you want to be an alcoholic. But what happens when the alcoholic can't get access to alcohol, they have breakdowns. I am the alcoholic and he is my alcohol, yet I don't have access to the alcohol. It's painful and I don't know how I could ever live without him. I never thought I would fall this hard for a guy, because I have always believed in power to the women and never needing a man, yet I know now that I need him more than anything and that if anything were to happen to separate us I could never live properly again. I love him, I want the world to know that, I love him, I want him, and I need him. There is no equivalent to the way he makes me feel and nothing nor nobody could ever take his place. He's my everything.