My Life Would Suck Without You

You know how in movies where there is always the older sister living in her little sisters shadow and she is always jealous of her? Sometimes I wonder if this is what it's like for my older sister. I'm only about 2 years younger than her but I know she has always been jealous of me. She thinks I'm gorgeous, outgoing, and she's jealous of how confident I am. Also, I have a boy friend and had my first kiss, she still has not.