Loves me not.

So it seems like the only way I'll find out about what he's really thinking is through his blog. That's not right. A couple should be able to share things and he should stop caring so much about what I want, just because I have a bad night doesn't mean you give me what I want. I love him so much because he doesn't give me what I want and me being a selfish person, that's what I need. I love him for all the times he drives me crazy and makes me cry and makes me angry because I love all of him. I just don't know..... I don't know anything anymore.