Famous Last Words

The only way I believe I can forgive him is if he doesn't do it again. I don't know, I feel like I'm the bad guy if I ask that of him though.
We have exams this week. I think I'm going to pass at least Science and Social studies. I really don't feel that great about anything else. Maybe by an act of God I will pass Latin. My study guide for science is 12 pages long. I started typing it when we got home at 1 and I just now finished. Wow my fingers are going to die and fall off, and now I'm typing more with this.
Friday I had a conversation with myself. I talked about what was wrong with me and why I didn't like myself and I just tried to figure things out. I only came up with one conclusion. Chelsea's right, it's just because I'm a teenage girl, but everything is so confusing to me. I don't understand myself or anything and it's really frustrating. I talked about Liam, I said some things I wouldn't even tell Liam, or anyone just because I'm afraid if anyone heard it I'm afraid it might come true and I don't want it to come true. I'm so emotional at the moment, people should watch out. I hope I'm not still on my period at the pool party, that would suck. I think I'm just going to wear shorts with my swim top. I know Chelsea said she likes the bottoms with the top but I don't....Ug my head hurts.