Stupid Grades

So I think I might possibly be on drugs. The illegal kind. Only I don't know how I've been taking them because I don't remember taking any, maybe I do it subconsciously like I talk in Latin subconsciously. Well I don't mind being happy. I have perfectly good reason to be happy too... just read previous posts.
So he gets jealous when I am all over other guys. And I freak out when he even talks to a girl. He thinks I don't notice this? I think about it all the time I'm just like 'I should really stop being so hypocritical and bitchy' but if I can't stop him from talking to girls and me being upset, I've decided to stop flirting with other guys. I'm really trying to also. I don't think I did anything I would not do with my dad with a guy today. I hope that makes him happy. So far this week has been AWESOME and I don't know why. I'm just so amazingly happy...for some reason. I'm really making an effort for him. I don't know why I make him bold, but I do.
I was supposed to make this post about something other than him but I sort of kind of failed. Oh well! I'm in love nothings going to change that.
I really need to get my grades up. He needs to sign my yearbook. Little D. Wow, I'm loving how every other sentence goes back to him. Every time I try to get off the subject of him I somehow get lost and revert back to him.
Ok this needs to stop. It's out of control. Damnit when we break up I'm going to commit suicide.
Well anyway, I need to take a French test and actually start doing my homework and studying in Latin.... I love Latin tutoring....yum :)
DAMN MY LIFE TO FUCK!
I love you.