Thoughts of You

This week is going by much to slow for my taste. It's only Wednesday and Liam won't be back until Saturday. I really miss him :/
It's like certain songs or things just make me think of him, weird things too. Like last night this song came on the movie I was watching, Big Fish, when he's being born and it just made me think of Liam. And Monday I was starting a bath and it made me think of Liam for some reason. I hope he is allowed to come to the beach with me. It's not like we'll be spending the night it's just a day trip. I think there's a chance but I don't know.
He needs to come over and watch Big Fish, it's so good and he needs to come swimming too. I'm planning things in my head, it's keeping me sane through the week. I'm kind of scared though, last year I went away for a week on vacation and got back and got broken up with. I guess you couldn't really call Andrew a boy friend, it kind of takes liking on both parts to actually be in a relationship plus actually talking and hanging out. I think I saw him twice while we were not together and talked to him on the computer maybe 5 times.
So more or less, I miss him. I wish he would hurry up and get home. I really need to talk to him. I know him being gone is a good thing, but I'm done with it, and I want him to come back. I just need him.
I hope he's having a good time, ha it's his family he probably is having a good time the way he talks about them. I wish I talked about my family like he does, I talk bad about my family a lot and I really shouldn't because I do love them, even Clara.
I wish I could say something right now but I can't. I just, I miss him. A lot.